Hi, it’s me, I’m the problem…

It’s me.

I think most people are mad at me most of the time. If not mad, then definitely disappointed.

I can never do enough to win their approval and that’s a fact. Or is it?

I’ve resorted to just doing what I need to do, going about my life actively knowing I’m a huge disappointment to most. I don’t let it get to me, but there is a steady anxious energy underlying my glowing smile. Because I know I’m letting you down this very moment.

I think, someday I’ll be free. Someday I’ll be around people that aren’t disappointed in me. But really I need to just be.

In fact, it’s not the people. The amazing, glorious people. It’s me.

I’m dropping all the balls and running with it. K? K. Love you. Bye.